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| love is all that matters...we live to love or we love to live...we usually play the game of love..i heard different love stories. some are true love...some are just love for nothing. love couldnt be explained in a single word. it couldnt be explained after all. it can only be felt. but sometimes, what we feel is very wrong. some are just infatuations. its normal to us that we felt something different towards somebody if that somebody acts something towards us. if we feel being cared, we give love in return. what if theres no care? would we still give love to that person? obviously, no.. "human nature", they say. who cares for thats omebody if he/she doesnt even care? see? this is what we are. we play with the game. some are scared for taking risks. i am. not that im afraid... but because i can feel that things like committing right now is not the right time. i love...we dont stop loving.. everyday we give love...and we receive...even in simple things, thats love! but we are asking or defining the word love in our own complex ways. thats why we cant appreciate simple ones... and because of this, we miss to enjoy lifes surprises... were too busy playing the game of love...why dont we stop for awhile.. lets breathe... maybe we are holding our breath and feel suffocated. lets stop asking for more. be contented.. lets enjoy every simple things that life brings.. just love...play it right!! | | |
| Hello friends!!!
Another rainy day.... "tuwing umuulan at kapiling ka.." hehehhe... This past rainy days, it's not easy to find somebody to be with... lalo na that everybody is busy with their own stuff.hmmmm... works...schools... e ako, i have nothing to do much...spending my last days as a free me... free from work... these past days, ive been enjoying a lot of free stuffs..hahaha...to include "UNLIMITED TEXTING"...hehehhe... right now, im waiting na lang for my lisence registration na matapos for me to work na.. mejo waiting for so long adds to your laziness... kaya as early as this time, dapat makawork na ko..wheee!!! plz pray po!
Godbless | | |
| Hi there!!!
Isn't it great to receive something you've long breen waiting for? If only you are patient... If only u've been excited about it.. Guess what?! I passed the Nursing Licensure Examination last June 2006. Isn't it great? All the sleepless nights and hardworks...hmmm...actually, kulang pa ang hardwork..God is really in control of my life..basta serve ka lang and He'll really fulfill His promises...while taking the board exam, I really did thought of what my purpose of taking this exam. If this is what God really wants me to do. Siguro prayers lang nagdala sa akin.
After the release of the result, I have released a big "WHEW"! hehehe... for the remaining nurses who didn't pass, all I have to do is to pray.
Mamiss ko gid kamo tanan!!! basta, ari lang ko sa inyo if u need anything..
Loves U all... | | |
| hi there!! it's been a long days of vacation since our last nursing board examination days have ended... Though I've been praying for this, there are times that I'm still shaking...or let's face it...still doubting...I've been trying to divert my attention in several activities like going to church almost everyday at Sto. Niño Chapel, beside the SM delgado..or going to a badminton game during fridays..I enjoyed a lot with the company of my friends... There are also times that I would just sit and watch television at home...or having food trips but still not gaining any weight..hahhaha!!! The thing I wanted to do right now is go back into dancing...but unfortunately, I've got no company to dance with. It's not that easy to dance alone..there's no challenge..or it's not that enjoyable.. I'll just have my lil warm ups during the badminton game..I think I still got my flexibility which I don't want to loose.hehhehe...
This is also the best time for me to get closer to God...come to think of going to church almost everyday..I got a lot of reflections to do..and the most important thing to do is, "walking the talk". Many times I've been tempted to do something that is not acceptable. Many times I doubted God. Many times, I blame God for not answering my prayers. Many times, I just wouldn't listen....and I felt sorry for this...and many times, God is telling me to just be patient and trust in His love.
There are also questions in my mind like "why do we have to suffer when all we wanted to do is give love?" LOVE is not that easy after all. It is a sacrifice. but since I asked God people whom I can have, I have to be patient with my prayers. Well, u see...it's not that easy to give love and not asking for loving in return..that is us..humans! we ask or pray for people to love us...but did u really thought of recalling what you prayed? We prayed for someone whom we can love...and not whom who can love us...for me, I have to love even if they rejected me or ignoring me...after all I can go back to what I really prayed for...
...and to all the people I've given my love, I'm still here...waiting... and still struggling to overcome rejections...
I hope you who are suffering the same story of my ordinary days will not easily give up..remember: God is with us all the time.He is also waiting for us to come into His life.
Godbless | | |
| House Hold....
Last nyt was a nyt with God! I joined the house hold prayer meeting with the Iloilo Core Group of YFC... whew! I really miss hh...for a long time I haven't been sharing things about my life to these people...Its not that I stopped in my service...its just that God allowed me to let go of things that become complicated in my life...complicatefd?! well, yes...in my studies and in my service...and family...I have to let go one...its not that ill be going to be bad again..or do stuff that are not acceptable...its just that I have to focus on things..like in my studies...my reviews...I shared things to the yfc last nyt..not about letting go..but about "MOVING ON with the life that God purposely put me in..." I didn't have difficulty of letting go coz of the people who still keeps on inspiring me...people who keeps on encouraging me to go on with what I have now...this future is not for me alone but for the people who once became part of my life...
I was strucked by the word in the Gospel...."BELIEVE"....coz that's what im doing for the past days..i just believe on things that are impossible to us..but not with God...Let His will be done...
The best part was when they prayed over me...for my borad exam this coming june...Let HIS will be done..May God be praised!!! | | |
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